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Just a person who has so much to give to someone and who has given so much already. Now has found her old love from her past and is figuring out why they ever broke up and what works now to keep this love alive. I like putting down thoughts about love and life and sometimes writing down what I am thinking in regards to my life at the time. Poems, quotes, and songs are interesting to me from the interpretation of others on this topic of life and love. I also write poems at times just to sooth my own mind. I have been through several relationships and I was married for 15 years. I am a single mother now of 2 children. My son is 24 and my daughter is14. I love my children and I only hope that what I teach them helps them grow up to be decent to others. We learn sometimes by our experiences, good and bad and believe me I have had my share of both. I hope I will be able to use these experiences in ways of teaching my children how to live and lead a happy life of their own.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

I had to do it and I feel awful and relieved

Well the end of my 2 month relationship has happened. I broke it off today with my old high school friend. It was very hard to do as he is a nice person, I just did not see a future with him. We were not compatible. I love sports, he doesn't. I love dancing, he doesn't. I am a people person, he is not. I felt that he had a possessive nature and that was a red flag. I don't know how he is feeling. I did it as nicely as I could. How do you really break up nicely? I was honest and I hope he will one day be able to be a friend to me. I know, no one wants to hear that after a break up. I truly think that this is for the best for both of us. Lately I have been on the other end of the break up process. I have not been in this position in such a very long time. I am glad I was reacquainted with him, but I am sad that it did not work out. I was really hoping for love to find me, but once again love is still searching for me. Where is he? I wish I knew. As for this relationship, I can only wish him well and keep hoping for that one relationship I am waiting for.
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  1. rivercatAugust 7, 2011 at 4:45 PM

    i think it does help to share things you love to do incommon or at least have some similar political views.

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  2. Martha AnnAugust 7, 2011 at 4:53 PM

    Rivercat, He began to annoy me on every date we would go on and I was not going to settle. Thanks for the comment. As for our political views, it was something he did not want to talk about. It was a lot of work to get him to talk about himself. I would have to pull it out of him and when I did ask questions, it was like I was annoying him so I just gave up.

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