Old high school friend and dating continued

On June 17th, I posted a song that an old high school friend wanted me to listen to and I had mentioned that we were going on a first date. Well time has gone by, and it looks like I still have not found the man of my dreams. We have gone out every weekend since that night and each date has revealed characteristics that just make me think we just are not compatible. I'm very outgoing, and he is not. I love sports, he could care less about them. I love to dance, he won't go there. He does not like to be around too many people, I love to meet new people and I can strike a conversation with just about anyone. He is very sweet to me and loves to take me out places where he feels comfortable, but the more I get to know him, the more I see we are just different people. Physically he is not my normal type but I thought I would try someone different for a change. Not working! I have been trying to figure out if I should give him more time to break out of his shell because I have noticed that since he has been dating me, he seems to be trying things he had not done before, but he seems to have a fear of people he does not know or being around people. I have been advised by friends, family members and co-workers on what I should do and all of them have said I should end it now. He is not for me they say. I see it, but I guess I'm just being too nice. Now I am contemplating the break up. When and how? Any advise? I could use some good break up ideas that are easy on the heart.

Lady Antebellum - One Day You Will (lyrics)

I love the lyrics and the song by Lady Antebellum. A friend told me to listen to it as this friend knows my life story and this friend thought it might help. Have a listen

Dreams and Caviar Wishes

As I was reading my Face Book pages I came across this claw foot tub posted on Luscious and I fell in love. Remember the show Dreams and Caviar wishes? I used to love watching how the rich and famous lived. This tub makes me think of the luxurious life I'm sure anyone would love to have. I would love to have this gorgeous tub in my home, filled with bubbles and a bottle of champagne next to me, enjoying some quiet time. I love pink and the pink radio would just add a playful touch to the room. Maybe someday.....

Brian Ferry - Slave to love

I had a conversation with a friend from high school about this song and video his favorite movie. In high school we barely knew each other, but we recently have seen each other at some high school reunions though Face Book and now we are more then just old high school friends. I don't know where this is going, but we will see. Do you think he told me about this favorite movie scene for a reason? Hmmmmm? Dinner and drinks tonight for us is in our future. To be continued....

What's at the end of this rough road for me?

I have been traveling on this rough road as a single mom, struggling to make our lives better. On top of that turning 45 was very hard to swallow. Divorce was a blessing for my mind, but not so much for my life. I worked part time to help with extra funds, but now that I am on my own, part time is just not cutting it. Child support helped for a while until my ex lost his job. Now he is struggling with no job, no more girlfriend, loneliness, and wanting to fix what he can never fix again. I am fortunate that I have family to help me, but I can not rely on them forever. I think back and how I wish that I never would have depended so much on my husband. I should have been more self reliant. I wanted to be a stay at home mom as it was better for the kids. I never thought my marriage would end so at the time it was what I truly wanted for my life. Now depending on another man is the last thing I want yet I can't seem to get my life back on track. I should probably try to go back to school and get my degree. It couldn't hurt. I have hit a road block and I can't figure out how to get through it. What to do? Well, once I reach the end of this rough road, which won't be easy, I hope I will be able to say I did it on my own.

T-Fresh Look At Me Now (Hatermix)

I need a full time job!
I need a new car!
I need my nails done!
I need a pedicure!
I need a whole body massage!
I need some new friends!
I need a house!
I need a new bathing suit!
I need a tummy tuck!
I need a man that will love me and only me!
That's about all I think. Having these things would make me so very happy. Making these things happen, a little tough, but I'm working on making them happen. Goals...
My goals. I hope I can reach them soon.