I have been traveling on this rough road as a single mom, struggling to make our lives better. On top of that turning 45 was very hard to swallow. Divorce was a blessing for my mind, but not so much for my life. I worked part time to help with extra funds, but now that I am on my own, part time is just not cutting it. Child support helped for a while until my ex lost his job. Now he is struggling with no job, no more girlfriend, loneliness, and wanting to fix what he can never fix again. I am fortunate that I have family to help me, but I can not rely on them forever. I think back and how I wish that I never would have depended so much on my husband. I should have been more self reliant. I wanted to be a stay at home mom as it was better for the kids. I never thought my marriage would end so at the time it was what I truly wanted for my life. Now depending on another man is the last thing I want yet I can't seem to get my life back on track. I should probably try to go back to school and get my degree. It couldn't hurt. I have hit a road block and I can't figure out how to get through it. What to do? Well, once I reach the end of this rough road, which won't be easy, I hope I will be able to say I did it on my own.
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