Looking for Love

So in looking for love, I have come across many different men. All having a few of the right things and also not being the right one. In my life I feel that I almost had the right one twice. Those two were great men that I could not stop thinking about and to this day I have never forgotten. I can remember so many details about them and how it felt to be near them. I was close to marrying one of them, but for some unknown reason, it ended. The other one I was young and just not ready for marriage but he was a good guy. I've had my heart broken several times and I have broken a few hearts myself. It's very hard now being in my 40's and trying to find a special someone. I hate having to work at it, I wish it would just happen. I know that I have been alone for a short time since my last relationship, but I simply do not like being alone. I enjoy sharing my life with someone who I love and I enjoy knowing that someone is home waiting for me or that he is coming home to me everyday. I have my kids and family and they make my life almost whole, but there is one missing link and that is that one love that makes me complete. I hope he is out there somewhere looking for me too. I have so much love left that I can give that special someone and I am looking forward to finding that love. Looking for love? Where are you my love?