Thoughts, poems, songs, life.: Thoughts, poems, songs, life.: KARMA

Thoughts, poems, songs, life.: Thoughts, poems, songs, life.: KARMA

Thoughts, poems, songs, life.: KARMA

Thoughts, poems, songs, life.: KARMA

Old alarm clock brings back memories along with a blast from my past

So today I woke up to an email from an old boyfriend I had when I was 19 years old. Talk about a blast from the past. He was like the perfect guy. He was smart, catholic, came from a great family, good looking, tall, pretty much everything I was looking for in a husband. I was in love and ready to marry him. He, on the other hand was still in the having fun mode. We had very different work schedules that prevented us from being able to spend a lot of time and so we only dated for about a little over a year. He broke it off with me then and I was sad. I remember feeling very upset at the time. Today we exchanged phone numbers and talked for hours. I wanted to keep talking as he brought back so many memories. Good ones that I realized were a part of one of the best years of my life. He had such a great memory of our time together. He even still has an alarm clock that I gave him for his birthday then. He had such a odd schedule and always had a hard time waking up so it was the perfect gift to give him. He's married with children now and has two great kids from what he told me. We discussed how I felt about him then with the whole list of qualities and he said to me, "why didn't you tell me this then?" I guess at the time, I was afraid it might scare him off. It's one of those "What if?" moments and we will never know. I have always thought about him and how he was, and now I know. We had a great conversation, catching up and I'm so glad he found my email through MyLife.com We will probably continue to keep in contact as we had such a good conversation. It's a odd feeling to hear his voice again. He sounds the same to me. It was like it was just yesterday. He made my day a happy one.

After I wrote this blog I asked my old friend to send me a picture of the alarm clock that he still had and here it is. It looks just like the image I posted only used and abused. I still can not believe that it still works. I should send this to Sony.

Dating a younger man?

So what is with these young men that want to date older women? When ever I go on line I get these young men sending me messages wanting to friend me. What's wrong with the girls their age? I'm not sure if I could date a man that is 20 years younger. Maybe if he was in his 30's but not 20's. I love that I am getting the attention from the younger guys, but they are not looking for a relationship, which is what I want. Shoot maybe I should just date them for fun. Why not?

Another Tatoo hunk I love to look at.

Someone like you

I need someone like you
I am myself with someone like you
People say I need someone like you

Will you be my someone?
Please be my someone
I think I have found that someone

I know I found that someone

I found someone like you

The Bangles - Eternal Flame (official music video, Lyrics in describtion)

I was watching the movie Sweetest Thing and the song at the end of the movie was Eternal flame by the bangles. It brought back so many memories of the one man that I loved with my whole heart. Have a listen and tell me if this song reminds you of any past memory.

Pets give comfort

Pets need us to take care of them, but truth is, I think we need them to help us sometimes. They come to us when we are down, or in need of a hug. They know when your sick and stay by your side. They are your true buddy always, even when you are grumpy. Look at this dog who has adopted me. Her name is Chula and she loves to cuddle with me. When I get home she gets so excited to see me. Thanks to her for making me smile.

KARMA

I saw your wonderful proposal to her on the internet
I saw the life you are living without me now
I saw the article that states when you met her
I saw that it proves how you were lying to me and her
I saw how you are living a lie with her

How could you do what you did?
How could you lie to us both?
How could you live with yourself knowing?
How could you?

No matter what you do now in life, these lies will follow you
No matter how you deny to her that we were together then, it will come out
No matter how much you think you are a good man, when you look in the mirror, what do you really see?

Everyday of your life now, beginning the day you lied, you will regret it because KARMA always emanates

I just wish I could be there to see it unfold.