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Just a person who has so much to give to someone and who has given so much already. Now has found her old love from her past and is figuring out why they ever broke up and what works now to keep this love alive. I like putting down thoughts about love and life and sometimes writing down what I am thinking in regards to my life at the time. Poems, quotes, and songs are interesting to me from the interpretation of others on this topic of life and love. I also write poems at times just to sooth my own mind. I have been through several relationships and I was married for 15 years. I am a single mother now of 2 children. My son is 24 and my daughter is14. I love my children and I only hope that what I teach them helps them grow up to be decent to others. We learn sometimes by our experiences, good and bad and believe me I have had my share of both. I hope I will be able to use these experiences in ways of teaching my children how to live and lead a happy life of their own.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Mom I don't know why this is happening to you.  I see you lying in the hospital bed and there is nothing I can do to bring you back.  I feel helpless.  I wish you would have stayed on your medicine.  Maybe you would still be here, mind and body.  Without your mind, I don't see see you in that body.  Please come out!  Don't leave us yet.  There is still so much for you to see and your family misses you.  I miss you. I don't know how I will cope if you leave this world.  I'm sad. I'm sorry that I haven't been the best daughter.  I guess we all become selfish until something like this happens.  Then we are sorry.  Please stay so I can make it up to you.
I love you Mom