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Just a person who has so much to give to someone and who has given so much already. Now has found her old love from her past and is figuring out why they ever broke up and what works now to keep this love alive. I like putting down thoughts about love and life and sometimes writing down what I am thinking in regards to my life at the time. Poems, quotes, and songs are interesting to me from the interpretation of others on this topic of life and love. I also write poems at times just to sooth my own mind. I have been through several relationships and I was married for 15 years. I am a single mother now of 2 children. My son is 24 and my daughter is14. I love my children and I only hope that what I teach them helps them grow up to be decent to others. We learn sometimes by our experiences, good and bad and believe me I have had my share of both. I hope I will be able to use these experiences in ways of teaching my children how to live and lead a happy life of their own.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Love lost, could it be found again?

Stock Photo: Night garden. Image: 12463380Today was the beginning of something I never thought would happen.  The man that I was so in love with so long ago has re-entered my life.  It feels like some romantic comedy happening to me.  I wanted to marry him at 21 years, but he was scared.  He ended up with someone else and I too with another.  It's been over 20 something years since I last spoke to him or saw him and tonight I heard his familiar voice.  He sounded like the same guy I once knew.  He was funny like I remember him.  I haven't laughed like this in such a long time and he is the reason.  He is divorced now and so am I.  We were both victims of a cheating heart and now we are in each others lives again.  He wants to see me.  I'm so nervous.  He said it took him a few days to get the nerve to call me.  It all started when I ran into his step sister while I was on my jog and we talked for a good long while.  We talked about how we were doing, but then the big topic came up.  How was her step brother doing.  Once she told me he was single I couldn't think straight.  The man I once loved with all my heart, whom I have never forgotten, was once again available.  I asked her to please tell him I said hello.  From what he told me tonight, she couldn't wait to tell him that same night.  So now the question is, could it be possible for us to rekindle that love we once had for each other and could it be as strong as it was then?  We shall see.......

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