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Just a person who has so much to give to someone and who has given so much already. Now has found her old love from her past and is figuring out why they ever broke up and what works now to keep this love alive. I like putting down thoughts about love and life and sometimes writing down what I am thinking in regards to my life at the time. Poems, quotes, and songs are interesting to me from the interpretation of others on this topic of life and love. I also write poems at times just to sooth my own mind. I have been through several relationships and I was married for 15 years. I am a single mother now of 2 children. My son is 24 and my daughter is14. I love my children and I only hope that what I teach them helps them grow up to be decent to others. We learn sometimes by our experiences, good and bad and believe me I have had my share of both. I hope I will be able to use these experiences in ways of teaching my children how to live and lead a happy life of their own.

Monday, May 30, 2011

The ex boyfriend who broke my heart, sent me a message

I was startled by a tone set on my phone for my ex boyfriend. I had forgotten what it sounded like. It was so loud, like an alarm that wakes you from a deep sleep and scares the holy sh-- out of you. I thought at first, "why would he be sending me a text?" He just got married last Sunday, the day after my birthday, so why is he thinking about me? On my phone, there in letters that I was not expecting was his name. It was not a text, but an email. He said he came across something and wanted to send it to me, but needed my address. I was not sure what to think or do for that matter. I had given the address to him before but he said he lost it. I'm a bit curious as to what he wants to send me. He said to me that it must be a bit hard for me to deal with the whole situation between us and the hurt. I just responded with a comment saying that I was over it. Which I am. I don't even hate him anymore. It is what it is and no point in dwelling on it anymore. Wow! Did I just write that? Good for me!
I ended up giving him the address. Now the question is: What is he going to send me? It makes me wonder why he is thinking about me at all, as he has his new love and life away from me. I wonder...
Well when I receive it, I'm sure I will be back here writing about it so follow my blog to find out more. To be continued...

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