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Just a person who has so much to give to someone and who has given so much already. Now has found her old love from her past and is figuring out why they ever broke up and what works now to keep this love alive. I like putting down thoughts about love and life and sometimes writing down what I am thinking in regards to my life at the time. Poems, quotes, and songs are interesting to me from the interpretation of others on this topic of life and love. I also write poems at times just to sooth my own mind. I have been through several relationships and I was married for 15 years. I am a single mother now of 2 children. My son is 24 and my daughter is14. I love my children and I only hope that what I teach them helps them grow up to be decent to others. We learn sometimes by our experiences, good and bad and believe me I have had my share of both. I hope I will be able to use these experiences in ways of teaching my children how to live and lead a happy life of their own.

Monday, January 16, 2012

I am thinking of getting a tattoo, but I'm not sure if I should.  I'm 45 and I want to camouflage a large mole I have on my back near my shoulder.  I love the look of certain tats and I don't want it to look like I'm trying to come across younger then I am.  I also am a big chicken so I don't want to go to big.  I've seen older women with tats and some look sexy and some look trashy. I guess it's how you present yourself and also how you dress. I dress to impress at times for men when I go out, but I am also very down to earth and conservative, at work especially.  Because I work for a HS I want to be professional but I am able to get away with showing the tattoo.  My son wants me to go with him and get one together.  He is 18.  It would be fun to do, but will I end up regretting it later? I guess as long as I can cover it when need to be, it will be fun to show off for the right crowd.  I am single and I think it would be a fun topic for conversation when meeting people (men). Now if I decide to do this, my next issue will be what to get.  Flowers are cool, I love hearts, I love tigers, and there is so much I could do with it.  Well if and when I do it, that will be the next picture I will post.  2012 is my year for changes.  We will see! Picture is what they will have to work around so what could I choose to camouflage that mole? 

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Happy New Year to all.
  I plan to start this year off with more positive thoughts.  Exercise is at the top of my list to be done more frequently.  A new place to live is what I am looking for to make a big change.  I love my new job and I love my new car.  I am still in love with the same man who makes my heart sink when he contacts me, but he is still only my part time lover.  I haven't figured that one out yet. My mom is doing well and my kids are still the most important reasons I am here. I want happiness and I am going to have it!  I am on my way there!