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Just a person who has so much to give to someone and who has given so much already. Now has found her old love from her past and is figuring out why they ever broke up and what works now to keep this love alive. I like putting down thoughts about love and life and sometimes writing down what I am thinking in regards to my life at the time. Poems, quotes, and songs are interesting to me from the interpretation of others on this topic of life and love. I also write poems at times just to sooth my own mind. I have been through several relationships and I was married for 15 years. I am a single mother now of 2 children. My son is 24 and my daughter is14. I love my children and I only hope that what I teach them helps them grow up to be decent to others. We learn sometimes by our experiences, good and bad and believe me I have had my share of both. I hope I will be able to use these experiences in ways of teaching my children how to live and lead a happy life of their own.

Monday, June 20, 2011

Lady Antebellum - One Day You Will (lyrics)


I love the lyrics and the song by Lady Antebellum. A friend told me to listen to it as this friend knows my life story and this friend thought it might help. Have a listen

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Dreams and Caviar Wishes

As I was reading my Face Book pages I came across this claw foot tub posted on Luscious and I fell in love. Remember the show Dreams and Caviar wishes? I used to love watching how the rich and famous lived. This tub makes me think of the luxurious life I'm sure anyone would love to have. I would love to have this gorgeous tub in my home, filled with bubbles and a bottle of champagne next to me, enjoying some quiet time. I love pink and the pink radio would just add a playful touch to the room. Maybe someday.....

Friday, June 17, 2011

Brian Ferry - Slave to love


I had a conversation with a friend from high school about this song and video his favorite movie. In high school we barely knew each other, but we recently have seen each other at some high school reunions though Face Book and now we are more then just old high school friends. I don't know where this is going, but we will see. Do you think he told me about this favorite movie scene for a reason? Hmmmmm? Dinner and drinks tonight for us is in our future. To be continued....

Friday, June 10, 2011

What's at the end of this rough road for me?


I have been traveling on this rough road as a single mom, struggling to make our lives better. On top of that turning 45 was very hard to swallow. Divorce was a blessing for my mind, but not so much for my life. I worked part time to help with extra funds, but now that I am on my own, part time is just not cutting it. Child support helped for a while until my ex lost his job. Now he is struggling with no job, no more girlfriend, loneliness, and wanting to fix what he can never fix again. I am fortunate that I have family to help me, but I can not rely on them forever. I think back and how I wish that I never would have depended so much on my husband. I should have been more self reliant. I wanted to be a stay at home mom as it was better for the kids. I never thought my marriage would end so at the time it was what I truly wanted for my life. Now depending on another man is the last thing I want yet I can't seem to get my life back on track. I should probably try to go back to school and get my degree. It couldn't hurt. I have hit a road block and I can't figure out how to get through it. What to do? Well, once I reach the end of this rough road, which won't be easy, I hope I will be able to say I did it on my own.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

I need a full time job!
I need a new car!
I need my nails done!
I need a pedicure!
I need a whole body massage!
I need some new friends!
I need a house!
I need a new bathing suit!
I need a tummy tuck!
I need a man that will love me and only me!
That's about all I think. Having these things would make me so very happy. Making these things happen, a little tough, but I'm working on making them happen. Goals...
My goals. I hope I can reach them soon.